day 5 without physical presence

today marks day 5 without my darling by my side.

i must say i have been coping slightly better. although sometimes stupid love songs would kinda trigger those tears of loneliness and missing him terribly...

it feels as if we have been apart for so long.

my darling on the other side of the world has been really busy with his new life... moving houses and also new uni life with lots to look forward to. New friends, new environment..

life have been pretty static.. nothing interesting ever happen... i think i need find new life to cope with the loneliness... at least i prob wun feel so depressed...